it hurts the most when you're trying to hold back a tear from falling...
it's harder than trying to ride a bicycle for the first time...
it takes so much strength and courage that it makes ur stomach begin to toss and turn because of "butterflies"..
you can feel that moisture in your eye forming in to a river
thats blocked by a dam trying to find a crevice to slide thru...
(sigh)it...just...hurts...
your head begins to hurts from fighting against your mind not to let it out this time
and your stomach begins to ache...more than it was before....
so it's hard to decide if you should let it fall or hide...
in your mind u believe it will be a waste of time...
yet at the moment it fits the time...
staring in the mirror trying to decide only makes the river begin to flow...
yet laying on your pillow only makes it worse...
so you begin to distract yourself with anything that comes in sight...
unfortunately those distractions don't stay long...
regardless of how you fight...
no matter how much courage you build...
despite your strength...
eventually your teardrop will begin to flow....
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